Stressing and stuff

So I am just not having a good day and just wanted to write and get it out. I have this big whopping judgement paper that I had 20 days to reply or they are taking my paycheck and today is the 14th day. There is no way I can pay for it because it's for over 12 thousand dollars because of my ex, he conned me into signing for a vehicle he promised he'd pay for and he couldn't do it so he took it back to the dealership and now they are after me for the money. I have payed off other judgements because of him but this is just too much!!! Sometimes I feel like I'm alone. I am a single parent trying to work and make ends meet. I have to pay for my son to be in day care, my rent, my phone bill, and for the jeep. How am I going to do any of that if they take my paycheck and stuff? I am just so stressed out! Skylar has not been feeling well and has been fevering and i think he's finally starting to feel better. Then I get a call today that one of my friends is in the hospital, whom I beleived to be my sister at one point and I have other collection people calling!!! I just can't beleieve the choices and the not thinking I did when I was younger. I thought that I would never find someone so I went with someone I knew who was not right for me and treated me terrible. We wont go into it.... But my total fear is that I wont be able to make ends meet and now that I have the love of my life, I have a fear...and it's just a fear....That he will leave because of stupid choices I made in my past. I know that he's not like that but I just... I don't know... I want to start fresh and new and not have to worry about stuff from the past and move on to my happy life with my son, family, and the love of my life. I just don't know what to do. I feel trapt!!!